why do things finally happen when it is too close to the summer. this is why i don’t want summer to come. I wish there was the time to let things play out and pan out. Because after summmer things aren’t the same. Things happen, people are different, and they change. Their minds are not on the same things. Why couldn’t it happen sooner. Is it because with summer looming so nearby their courage increases because you know you’ll be away soon. There’ll be an emergency fire escape that you didn’t have throughout the year. We need more time. Time that we don’t have. Time that we’ll never have.